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Today was not bad. My boss did not come into work today and so it was just me, Dan, and Anne. Pretty boring day if you ask me. We always complained that JoAnne made it impossible for us to talk, but I think that is the case with just about anyone. I found out that today Mike spent the day bored out of his mind and not once did he call me. I think he is seeing someone but the truth is... it's not any of my business. It hurts to know that and I do feel bad. I miss him. Unfortunately, he makes it obviously clear that I cannot be part of his life at all. I am here to help with the rent so that we can take care of the kids, but that's it. Yeah it hurts...what can I say? I've got to move on. He was lonely, yet didn't really want me to come home. I dunno. I just wanted something, anything, but that is too much to ask. We shall see. Only time will heal me and tell...